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Swimming Back Upstream

by Primakova

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1.
You shouldn't try to keep your secrets And then just run off to confess I'm sure you've got your own reasons To fight the movement to suppress Acting parts in your own theatre But going blind under the spotlight (Chorus) Even though it's all burning around us It seems a small request Too much information here to digest See the standard bearer living under house arrest Been infiltrated by the mystery guest Face to face inside the media With only eight of your lives left Repel the wave of anaesthesia That's frozen all ways to collect Acting parts in your own theatre But going blind under the spotlight (Bridge) Burned out bridges now the sole means to escape Document the self made exile, then wait
2.
With the flick of a switch when the light ran away And the last scraps of daylight abandoned Instead of feeling secure inside the cozy retreat There were noises just outside on the landing When the shadows crept through the deepening gloom A twinkle through a crack fell in the middle of the room But it was not quite enough to scare the monsters away Their presence a reminder of that dark cabaret Oh no (Chorus) They kept ignoring what the little boy said There's monsters under the bed For now the Kraken awoke and with a smile on it's face Wrapped it's leathery tentacles round them With it's suckers gripped tight there was no will to fight And it pulled all the helpless towards it Looking on was a dog with huge glowing red eyes That stared at his victims till they were all hypnotised Yet no matter the pain that they were all going through Not one was prepared to shout the opposite view Oh no From the coffin he rose and with tears in his eyes He blew off the dust from around him Then the vampire proceeded to suck the well dry The ghost of emotions unfounded The shark had eloped with the invisible man But the slime had remained as the final exam Yet it all fell apart just like the mummies remains And forever and ever cycles over again Oh no
3.
It's six in the morning but it feels like it's ten The pain in your head has returned once again It was your answer, your bounty, your prayer You consumed more than you were aware (Chorus) What goes up must come down Denial overcomes the doubt What goes up must come down But when you open your mouth to shout Only silence makes it out The night gone before you simply cannot recall A blur in a mist but then just nothing at all But still you insist that you had a great time And the abuse is somehow kind of benign (Bridge) Your friends turn their backs Yet you can't grasp quite why they should Still you're convinced that you're just misunderstood But then you would
4.
When you sat in all the cheap seats With the money that you paid I recall the optimism Then the contempt that you displayed I had nothing to say to you On the day you lied When they had to clear the harbour To drain the sewage that was there It was gone in next to no time But at no time did you care I had nothing to say to you On the day you lied (Chorus) That's what you get when you crossover That's what you mean when you oppose And end up living side-by-side When they came to block the pathways You said you understood the cause But when it came to give it all back With the other hand you took more I had nothing to say to you On the day you lied When you sat in all the cheap seats With the money that you paid I recall the optimism Then the contempt that you displayed I have nothing to say to you
5.
When you speak Random words projected out When you hear All ignored except the shout Claiming that you want to be One of the last to shake the tree When you see And your eyes reflect the past When you feel But the question's not yet asked As you lie there on the ground A case of missing but feared drowned (Chorus) Ohh, ohh, when you denied The revisionists were not surprised Ohh, ohh, when you decide The widening of the great divide When you taste All the maggots on your tongue When you fear And the axe has already swung You try and hide behind the gold But all the heads have already rolled (Bridge) No need to divide us all Already separated by the wall But then the scandal of the bailing out Provides the hammer to knock it down
6.
Walking through fields in winter Cold breath in the air The thorny gap where The path that leads to the river Crosses over the lea And then heads out to the sea When the fading light mutates into night And you can't go home because you've got no home And every small decree tastes like victory Surviving the heat of the summer It's a special event No malicious intent Everyone seems to grow younger Freshly enrolled In the school for the old Like the sun at dawn when the dark's withdrawn And the sky's like rust and the world wakes up With the shepherds warned of the coming storm (Chorus) Tidy up your playthings Put your toys back in the box You're claiming success Oh, but what a cost So many horrors seen and done Private battles lost and won But it's over now I'd like to renew our friendship If you really don't mind And you are so inclined I really don't need that guilt trip There's no need to ask When it lives in the past When the fading light mutates into night And you can't go home because you've got no home And every small decree tastes like victory
7.
So you feel like singing All your friends say you'll go far Be a star You'd cut your arm off for those yesses Sell your soul for just one more But what for You know it's only karaoke Fake plastic art It's OK you've got your mentors And they really believe in you You'll pull through And like a fool you just believed them They said your voice was so sublime Just a matter of time They're only massaging your ego Fake plastic art (Chorus) Ohhhh, ohhhh, what are you bothering for? Ohhhh, ohhhh, no one's listening anymore Cold and lonely on your own Stood outside your old stage door Hooked you up with a big producer Everything he touches makes it big He's so slick Told you you'd easily sell a million But with fingers crossed behind their backs And you fell flat Another martyr at the altar of Fake plastic art
8.
Private Eye 04:16
Ten stubbed out Embassy lay scattered on the floor The silhouette behind the curtain disappeared from sight once more Listening in again Listening in again The target reappeared, this time his luck was in The microwave detector read the password as she typed it in Listening in again Listening in again (Chorus) All because of her job she spends her time in the spotlight But it's her private life where she suffers from stage fright Private Eye As she looked outside she saw the shadow move Just another aspect of her life she knows she can't remove Hiding away again Hiding away again A glimpse, a click, a flash she's failed to avoid The intrusion once again; another moment's been destroyed Hiding away again Hiding away again (Bridge) Perpetually the couple play out the game She hides, he counts up to ten, she's been discovered again It always plays out the same
9.
Do you remember waiting patiently outside When the delivery to the shop had just arrived The special moment after months of speculation As you saw the final cover the first time Held aloft you felt the weight Like a trophy you had won You didn't dare to hesitate To get it home and put it on and hear it played (Chorus) Oh to relive the days of vinyl It crackled and popped but you just didn't care It meant more than mere survival Lost yourself in the music To the world unaware Do you remember when you heard one of your friends Had got that album you were dying just to hear How you invited yourself round to hear the sound And brought a blank tape to record a souvenir You sat together on the floor As the needle hit the groove A noise you'd never heard before Engulfed the room and danced around your virgin ears
10.
You still can't believe That you'd accept the reprieve Despite the excitement of the sound That detached you from the crowd When the foliage recedes Contracting one more disease Hidden in the fog that engulfs and surrounds What was lost has now been found As you gaze At the middle of time (Chorus) Still you escape by imagining swimming back upstream Hacking down brambles and then planting the seeds Clearing out all the weeds At the top of the slide Trying to hold back the tide Letting the horse go before the plough Another shot across the bow A not so lucky escape Misused the previous shape Halfway down the path of longevity Downhill as far as you can see As you gaze At the middle of time (Bridge) And you are happy with your lot All of the effort was not for naught As you stand At the peak of the climb

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released April 10, 2012

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Primakova Ely, UK

An alternative indie/folk/rock band with the core instruments of guitar, bass, drums and keyboards that performs catchy songs with intelligent lyrics

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